my jewellery box

When you find a diamond, u save it n rush to keep it a safe place, you look at it everyday and love it for everything that it is worth; you look at it so much that u get bored of it and take it fr granted wen one day u find that it has lost its lusture and you don't love it anymore. I want to keep my diamond. i am not bored of it, i just don't love it anymore because it has hurt me a lot of times and i am bruised so heavily that no amount of clothing can hide it. i want to keep it but if i don't have room to keep it, if i can't find a worthy jewellery box to keep it in, I don't think i deserve to keep it. Though heavily bruised I just don't want to let it go because it has made me look beautiful a lot of times and I am not ready to give up on that and yet i don't have my jewellery box. i need my jewellery box back. I need to keep this diamond