What makes me cry

Depression, things going against my wish, things not falling into place, things not going the way i wanted them to, people screaming at me, proving my point to someone, contradicting someone elder to me. All these things specifically make me cry. They hit my tear glands so bad that even though i have been putting myself through this particular stone treatment to stop making me cry, I still do. I am not able to make my point and leave it halfway, making people misunderstand me. Agreed I'm no the most highly misunderstood person but when it comes to people who easily pick up misunderstanding rather than reasoning out, I am an easy target and i truly detest such kind of behavior. It runs in my family and I thank my stars and the great Lord who didn't give those ugly genes. Reasoning out is a way to hope that what you thought the situation is, it really isn't, you hope there is a valid reason for everything that happens but when you don't get it, you get disappointed, you might want to stop reasoning out altogether. I haven't yet given up on it and I never wish to. Reasoning out is a good man's virtue and I am going to safeguard mine and trying spreading it to people around me.